Saturday, June 28, 2008

saw Kung fu panda today

you know I thoguht it looked rather stupid when I saw the ad, but several people online said it was good...we were planning a trip to the drive ins tonight and the choices were "Kung Fu Panda and The Incredible Hulk" or "Wall-E and Get Smart"

Ok I wanted to see "Kung Fu Panda and Get Smart" but you can't switch screens

plus the rain was predicted so we decided to do Chunkys which is a cinema pub we took in the matinee

it's good I recommend it :)

it really was a good movie for the boy to see

Anyway that is my plug for "Kung Fu Panda" who woulda thought LOL

Thursday, June 26, 2008

for Jo my sister/friend I'm so sorry for your loss


a teddy bear
a blond hair
a mother's tear

a race car
a glance afar
a shooting star

a look to the sky
a question- Why?
a Dragon fly











we miss you Donny


sorry I am not sure of the authur

Down below the surface of a quiet pond lived a little colony of water bugs. They were a happy colony, living far away from the sun. For many months they were very busy, scurrying over the soft mud on the bottom of the pond. They did notice that every once in a while one of their colony seemed to lose interest in going about with its friends. Clinging to the stem of a pond lily, it gradually moved out of sight and was seen no more.

"Look!" said one of the water bugs to another. "One of our colony is climbing up the lily stalk. Where do you suppose she is going?" Up, up, up it went slowly. Even as they watched, the water bug disappeared from sight. Its friends waited and waited but it didn't return. "That's funny!" said one water bug to another. "Wasn't she happy here?" asked a second water bug. "Where do you suppose she went?" wondered a third. No one had an answer. They were greatly puzzled.

Finally one of the water bugs, a leader in the colony, gathered its friends together. "I have an idea. The next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk must promise to come back and tell us where he or she went and why." "We promise," they said solemnly.

One spring day, not long after, the very water bug who had suggested the plan found himself climbing up the lily stalk. Up, up, up he went. Before he knew what was happening, he had broken through the surface of the water, and fallen onto the broad, green lily pad above.

When he awoke, he looked about with surprise. He couldn't believe what he saw. A startling change had come to his old body. His movement revealed four silver wings and a long tail. Even as he struggled, he felt an impulse to move his wings. The warmth of the sun soon dried the moisture from the new body. He moved his wings again and suddenly found himself up above the water. He had become a dragonfly.

Swooping and dipping in great curves, he flew through the air. He felt exhilarated in the new atmosphere. By and by, the new dragonfly lighted happily on a lily pad to rest. Then it was that he chanced to look below to the bottom of the pond. Why, he was right above his old friends, the water bugs! There they were, scurrying about, just as he had been doing some time before. Then the dragonfly remembered the promise: "The next one of us who climbs up the lily stalk will come back and tell where he or she went and why."

Without thinking, the dragonfly darted down. Suddenly he hit the surface of the water and bounced away. Now that he was a dragonfly, he could no longer go into the water. "I can't return!" he said in dismay. "At least I tried, but I can't keep my promise. Even if I could go back, not one of the water bugs would know me in my new body. I guess I'll just have to wait until they become dragonflies too. Then they'll understand what happened to me, and where I went." And the dragonfly winged off happily into its wonderful new world of sun and air.





Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Thank yuou Susie

I tried to respond to you before but blogger was giving me fits.

weird after all that was going on my only outlet was letting me down too.

Verizon has repaired the problem

apparently we are in a phone war or something, we switched form Comcast to verrizon and comcast came and took their box, cutting our line
the idiots but it wasnt just the verizon guy talking we could see the box gone and the line...

anyway it took all of five seconds for the guy to fix it

So apparently everything is fine now *shrug*
Susie thank you for responding Thank you for being here for me

Monday, June 23, 2008

hmm tonight I am not in a good spot

it's weird
my husband left and went to a store
my cell phone I left in the car
my van is in the shop

I wanted to call him and ask him to pick me up something but
my phone wont work
no line
no dial tone
nothing

no cell phone
no regular phone


now here is something you probably don't know about me
I really really don't like using the telephone
it borders on a phobia most anxiety attacks I get are because I don't want to make a phone call

my therapist I used to see, way back when I was super depressed in connecticut
she would make me hold a phone during our sessions

that was silly, but she was rather fascinated with it *shrug*

so we have someone (me) who hates phones
and she (me) is freaking out because she has no phone

*sigh*

I have no way of calling anyone
of communicating with anyone

I miss having a message board of people who I could talk to in such cases
:(

I have google talk like an idiot
no one is ever signed on

I have no one

I am alone

did you hear George Carlin died?

does anyone even read this thing?

I know I said I woudl post every day but...

some days are hard to get one out,
some days I want to post 8 times LOL

follow along if you can :)

Prayers for you Jo
if you are reading this I love ya!