everything is ok

first time I got to post
they said the tissue around the lump looks fine and it's probably nothing

WOo HOO

of course they are going to test it to make sure
they said it will take 2 weeks.

there you go

had a kind of bad day besides that

not sure our life will ever be normal again

I can't do everything alone

I am failing miserably

mapboy has his surgery today

he is very nervous...or it that me who is nervous?
the boy is more nervous about MCAS testing than surgery.

it's just a simple minor procedure

they are going to remove a lump from his head

he is fine

they think the lump is nothing more than an ingrown hair follicle

but better to make sure.

as he says
"just a splattered bug, on the windshield of my life"
ROFL

I'll have to get a pic of his new haircut :)

today the woman from church is coming to visit

and Dh will be home form his trip

probably at the same time
so I will spend the morning cleaning
the afternoon entertaining
and the evening napping.
how single mothers do it is BEYOND me

tomorrow Mapboy will go in for surgery

and the woman from the school will come in the afternoon

only after that will I be able to relax.

yesterday I missed my mom

I know that I whine too much
things could be worse than they are.
But I do liv ein the moment
yesterday I missed my mom
probably more than any other day since she passed away.
I don't know why, maybe the news of Ted Kennedy?
Maybe seeing the news reports out in front of Mass general hospital

Maybe because my daughter Messy climbed up and stood on the toilet seat and tried to get into the medicine cabinet, she fell and hit her head hard on the sink.

after the initial phone call the doctor, loaded the little ones in the car, waiting for the boy to come out of his room and go into the car, so we could rush her in, trying not to yell at the boy to hurry faster, trying not to panic
I stood in the driveway with my phone in my hand trying to remember who I should call.
there is no one
sometimes I feel so lonely

Hello

my new blog

I have decided that I do not have time to do 7 different blogs, and trying to remember where I posted what and all

So I will merge it all into one.
that way I don't have to be the "autism mommy" and the "adhd" mommy the photographer, the wife, the emotional wreck, and the religious nut!!!!

I am me, all in one love it, hate it here I am!